I want to have fun!! I want to try new things! I want a MAN! I want that perfect person God has waiting for me. I want to say, wow God, you really know what you're doing ;) I am currently going through a divorce, there's just no option for that on here :D paperwork and logistics take time, sigh. That was just a blip on the radar ya know. So now I am really trying to listen to God. I am a hopeless romantic and want to be wooed :D I want to expand my family, I've always said I want as many kids as I can afford :D I am really trying hard to listen to God. I am looking for someone who is willing to take on a family, and be the christian leader of the house. I have been in control for a long time and will not give up that power so easily, but with the right person, someone who will take my hand, and my sons, and gain our trust, we could have a blessed life. I need someone who is willing to come into a family with set ways, and take the time necessary to get to the point where we can all depend on each other. Everything I do is for my son. He is my first thought. I know that is not how it should be, God and I struggle with that frequently. I continually forget to give up control to God and stray from his path frequently, but when I do remember that everything is in Gods hands, my life is much easier.
