im a pretty quiet person until you get to know me and then i completely open up. im very self conscious about how i look. and i want someone to like me for me and not just the way i look. i want a guy who could like/love a big girl cause i have plenty of love to go around. i want to be able to be silly with the person but also be able to hold a stimulating conversation with them. i want to break out of my shy self conscious shell somewhat and i would like to find a guy who could do that for me. i dont mind a guy who drinks occasionally and i can stand a smoker once in awhile but they cant do it in front of me.