I'm a contradiction unto myself. Tend to have a hard outer shell but am a softy inside. I'm moody, emotional, hot tempered, disorganized, shy, at times opinionated tenacious, I love my independence but need something to hold onto care for. I absolutely despise being the center of attention. I am a listener, an observer and I only have a handful of friends but I'd like to think I'm loyal to them. Will always put the ones I love first. Often with the wrong people. I often makes mistakes and I seldom learn from them.