It is difficult to describe my Awesomeness in words, but I will do my best to do it justice :D. I believe that honesty is the best policy, so here it goes, for better or for worse...
I am 28 years old. I am kind and caring, but at times can be distant and shutdown. I am honest, but have a tendency to avoid conflict, so I may not always say exactly what I am thinking, unless asked. I am intelligent, but at times can drive myself crazy by over analyzing. I love sports. I love having a good time, but have a tendency to take it too far at times. I enjoy helping others, but can be selfish at times. I enjoy cooking, but it takes me longer to do the dishes than to actually cook the meal (frustrating). I am tidy, but do not enjoy cleaning. I have been asked on more than one occasion if I am gay. It used to offend me, but now I take it more as a compliment to my sense of style and personality. I love music and singing, but tend to only "perform" for others after a cocktail or five :P. I have smoked over half of my life, but have recently changed to electronic, and have been very pleased with the change (so... not sure what I should put under the "smoke" category. Went with occasionally..?). I do not take life too seriously, but can struggle at times with not taking it serious enough, or knowing when is not a good time for a joke. I am very opinionated, but not judgmental. I believe in the golden rule, as opposed to faith or religion. I am fun to be around, but can get wrapped up in my fun, and lose track of time/itinerary/others. I prefer to use proper grammar, and tend to correct people who do not (not always a good idea). I have owned my own split level twin home since 2009, but go back and forth about selling it, and leaving Minnesota (winter and I are NOT on good terms, and haven't been since as far back as I can remember). I am loyal and trustworthy, but have made my fair share of mistakes. I am healthy, but do not treat my body as well as I know I should. I am extremely adaptable, but can be incredibly indecisive. I love making people laugh, but do not enjoy being the center of attention. I get along with almost everyone. I have a positive attitude, but can occasionally let things out of my control frustrate me. I laugh; I cry. I give wonderful advice, but am not always the best at following the advice I offer. I want to be the best (or one of) at anything and everything I do. I am naturally gifted at most things I do, but at times will shy away from things I don't feel I can do well. I can be extremely shy, but once the "cat" is out of bag, it is difficult to shut me off. I am not a morning person, but wake up early Monday through Friday. I tend to get bored and lose focus when writing, so things over a few sentences can be a bit random (reference this paragraph for example).
I'm sure I could continue on with more "I" statements, but I am hoping you get the picture. Long story short, that is me in a nut shell. I am human. I bleed the same way as everyone else. I have flaws and I make mistakes. Only difference is, I might be a bit more willing to admit it than most. I like to think that the good outweighs the bad, but I guess you will have to be the judge of that. If you are curious about who the "you" I am looking for is:
Someone who enjoys playing (watching is a plus too) sports/is athletic, is a major plus. Someone who is honest and trustworthy. Someone who is successful (that does not mean rich and powerful; to me, success is simply being happy; not content, but truly happy). Someone who can dish it out, as well as handle being the punchline. Material possessions are overrated in my opinion, so someone who appreciates the little things. Someone with true beauty (inside and out).
Congratulation on making it to the end. If you think you fit the "profile" (see what i did just there ;D), feel free to contact me. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.
