I am looking to feel that attraction again. I am attracted to the impossible.. that rough neck kind of guy who's edgy but has a heart of gold and only eyes for me.. I am a kid at heart.. looking for same. I want a man who loves kids and doing fun things with them but then can go out on the town and get a little wild with me on date night. I want someone who enjoy's life and is happy and appriciates all the blessing he has. Someone who can laugh at the silly things i do and finds them enduring. someone who finds my unique family just as special as I do. Someone who wants to settle down finally and spend their life with one person.. with me. I am casual in style. jeans and t-shirt most days.. don't mind getting dirty, I hope to find a handy type of guy.. probably works with this hand. Oh and most of all someone not perfect.. maybe a history as spotted like mind but has good intentions on getting better, like Tim McGraw says.. not as good as I can get but better than I used to be.