Hi my name is Eddy and I'm trieng to find my matches ?dol. In think Ill find my match ?dol is a stupidness because there isnt an ?dol match. What is ?dol is that I'm ?dol, I dont have a list of requirments of the things a couple needs. The ?dol is to verify that I have all the characteristic tools, attitudes that my match would want. During many years i thought that since my teenage years i idolized dreaming with princesses and models to the max. The day has come to where the m?gic in dreaming is unreal. Well general frustration in my daily life and the pink princess never Came by or someone that would complete all these requirments. at a given moment i think that put me at an extremely demanding stage. Ive had conversations with my family about men and women that me come extremely demanding especially when they are freelancers, the list of requirments that they have are unreachable and the possabilities for them is nearly imposible for finding the "perfect match". In having errors is getting mor? dificult for the next pair, and not getting dates because the list is getting larger and in the path there are mor? things, and there is no person that completes all the requirments all of it happens contraraly. The moment has come to my life where i dont seek for position or money or making the life imposible for the next pair. I would offer my next pair love and help unconditionally because i think starting this way would be the best for the future "us". In the future she will evaluate me if it is neccasary and i will do the same. I think that is much easier for me being her idol for her than her for me. It would be much mor? easier that i accomplish it. Many people are selfish and it should be les of that. On the path there are proccesses of learning and levels of begging. The people reach these levels of begging. when it is a new relationship we learn to love the pair because they are willing to give all eventhough there can be problems in the future.