Hello, well your day is once again upon me and again I am alone. I'm sure this has not been your plan, but can you tell me where that special girl is? Maybe you don’t understand what I'm looking for. You have sent me a couple that I thought would be special, but they turned up to have great insecurities and lacked the self-confidence needed to sustain a healthy relationship. I have to tell you I am almost ready to give up, and this is my last appeal, so here it is: I am a butch gal, but not over butch and I am confident in who I am. I am loving, understanding, responsible and take great care of the people in my life that I love. I am romantic, passionate and still believe in love at first sight. I am looking for someone who will melt my heart. I want them to be my best friend and lover. I have romantic dreams of looking across the room and seeing her looking back at me, both smiling at each other and knowing exactly what the other is thinking. Is this wrong? I hope not. My Aquarius nature leads me to be a bit of a dreamer, but where would the beauty in life be without dreams? I am just looking for my forever, the one I can laugh with, share with, and look across my pillow at. The one that I can tell is beautiful on a Saturday with sweat pants on and no makeup. The one who I can take out and share dinner with, who likes to be a little sophisticated at times but can be relaxed also. Is all this impossible? And if so can you please make some possibilities out the impossibilities? If you can promise this than I will wait for the moment you draw your bow and merge our hearts.