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DAY TO DAY:
I’m more of an introvert who enjoys staying home relaxing, reading, drawing, or spending hours on video games.
I’m not apposed to going out now and then, and when I do, its always with friends.
WHEN PEOPLE FIRST MEET ME:
I’m very shy around people I don’t know and I usually depend on the other person to carry the conversation at first, unless its something I’m really enthusiastic about. But that’s fine by me. I enjoy listening and learning about other people. Once I open up I’m much better at talking. My trust has to be earned.
I’m a logical thinker by nature. Not that I’m book smart necessarily, but that I solve problems and view things in a logical way. I choose to let my head lead instead of my heart, which saves me from much unnecessary drama and stress. My control on my emotions and my logical side can make me seem cold and detached to those who don't know me well and often hide my loving and dork side.
I avoid conflict and am willing to compromise on pretty much anything. I’m a pretty laid back person and always try to have an open mind with all things. I think life should always be viewed in an optimistic way.
Once you get to know me, you may say I'm a mix between Spock and Tamaki (from Ouran High School Host Club).
MOST PERSONAL THING I’M WILING TO ADMIT:
I thought a lot about whether or not I should write this, but if a guy is looking to eventually start a relationship with me, then he needs to know that I’m a virgin. One night stands or sex friends are NO DEAL, I’m not that girl. Why a virgin at 21?-I've never deeply cared for someone or been in love. I’m only 21 after all. I'm not so naive to believe that you have to be in love to have sex, but for me- I need to at least really care about the other person in a romantic way. Love is a very strong word, I’m not about to throw it around without the meaning it deserves.
I got my first boyfriend at the beginning of 2011. Yes, at 20. Throughout High School I was focused on school, not relationships. Our relationship lasted for about 3 months till we both mutually decided to end it. We both felt more like friends rather than anything more, plus he was going into the military. It ended very friendly and the only stress we got from it was from both of us worrying about hurting each others feelings when we ended it- very silly conversation. It's too bad all relationships cant end on such good terms.
Video games- I like RPGs mostly. Games I like include Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Bayonetta, Batman Arkham Asylum, American McGee’s Alice, Vampire: The Masquerade Bloodlines, Dragon Age, Mass Effect, and recently started playing the online game Star Wars The Old Republic- Loving every second of it so far.
Reading- Usually its manga (Romance/Comedies, I know- I‘m such a girl :P), but I'll pick up a novel if it really interests me.
ANIME/MANGA- Call me a total geek, but I LOVE this stuff. I enjoy going to conventions and really want to save up money so I can cosplay (dress as characters I like) and attend cons regularly. I'd also like to go to Comicon and other cons someday.
Drawing- It’s a hobby I’ve had since I was around 14. It used to be my dream to someday draw for Disney. I still think that would be an amazing career.
Theatre- I’ve been in a few plays through the years and have been seeing plays in San Francisco since I was little.