I'm a good person with high standards. I'm high-maintenance, and a bit of a neat freak. I tend to complain about things that bug me. What can I say? I'm picky, but I feel that I deserve the best.
Once I used to put my all into anything I did. Though, through a series of disappointment I have held back immensely. I'm now timid to the idea of putting my all into something and either disappointing myself andor somebody else who I may or may not care for. The feeling of complete failure isn't worth the chance. I have felt it and would not want to pass that feeling even to my worst enemy.
I feel like I should have more to show for what I've been through.
I've been through the worst of places both physically and mentally. Though at times life seems to suck, somehow, someway I eventually find myself making the best of what I have. I'm usually the one that finds it easy to cheer people up, and don't mind performing; even when it is me that needs some lifting.
I'm good in bed.
Smiling is important to me; acknowledged alot better than the alternate. Even false smiles have their stance in the world.
I'm a proud individual. Maybe more times than most a bit too proud. I'm sure I inherited that from my Father.
I can't trust someone who doesn't trust me; and I don't expect for anyone to trust me without reason. I'm a bad liar; which is a trait that I'm not ashamed of. I'd rather be honest, even if it means being brutal with it.
I'm filled with passion..
Who I'd like to meet:
Someone who; no matter what, will stick with me even to see me through the faults. And when I'm down, instead of being shallow, she'll lend a hand to lift me up, as I would do the same for her when and if she feels doubtful. Because that's what it is all about; partnership.
Dishonesty is dishonesty, no matter how you try to spin it.