I desire the balance in life between 'self' and 'each other'. I am capable of functioning without the reliance on someone yet, I want to enjoy the softer side of life with 'her'. I want to drift into my dreams with our bodies intertwined, to stroke her hand in mine with gentle kisses, to capture her glance and grin from across the room only meant for me.
I want trust and comfort to share our most intimate details, friendship to enjoy a glass of wine or two, dancing, laughing, conversing late into the night....to enjoy and to experience absolute love which equates part of the whole of happiness. ('She', if she's out there would have an understanding of what I'm trying to say here)
I always have goals I am working to achieve, always seek personal growth, and enjoy others with these traits. I believe our life experiences can shape but do not define who we are. I feel no one is entitled to just about anything in life except for basic human rights. We each have a purpose and it is our responsibility and civic duty to determine and pursue this purpose.
I hope to find 'her' but also believe friendships can be brought about in the most unlikely places at times. Friends and family are a huge part of 'self' for me. No one part is to be neglected in order to keep the balance.
I truly hope....
I know she will be out there when the time is right. Until then, I will continue to appreciate the many wonderful aspects of life and am content to make some new friends.