Hi :) My name is Rocky and I just moved out to LA from Dubai for school a couple of months ago. I'm not quite sure how to go about doing this - but basically this is me in a nutshell. I usually stand out in a crowd as the odd one out. I'm NOT like most other guys, and do not live up to any stereotypes just because someone of my race, class, or even gender is 'supposed to'. I always stay true to who i am, and never feel jealousy in any relationship im in because I feel that emotion is the biggest obstacle to clarity, and worrying about who my partner is with and why every time she goes out would not be allowing her to live her own life to the fullest, which is far more important that any relationship she has with anyone can ever be. Moving on, find it difficult to open up to ppl in life til i get to know n trust em em pretty well, even though that's often taken by many people to be arrogance. I'm a pretty solo kind of guy, most of my best days have been with people who aren't around today. I'm not a religious or conservative person, leaning more towards agnosticism. Draw up my own conclusions as to what's good or bad based on logic rather than religion. . I never follow trends or crowds for the sake of it. Somewhat of a serial monogomist, hate suck ups, liars, n fake people. Luv havin fun, spendin weeks on the beach, playin football (soccer), traveling, hangin with kids, writing, bodybuilding, running, partying, drinking, meeting all kindsa ppl, n watchin arsene wenger's arsenal. Biggest fear, losin people i care bout, bt thts slowly evolved from fear to expectation. Love kids to death, dunno why, but i could spend days playin' with em without feelin' outta place. Im a pretty passionate person, way too much for my own good. I've got a horrible tendancy to thrive in the most difficult of circumstances and totally blow in the easiest. Never lived a stable life, gone thru some extreme highs and extreme lows at way too young of an age. Sum ppl think i come across as arrogant, but that couldnt be any further away from the truth. I hav a pretty laid bak personality, bt like i said have always found it very difficult to feel at ease with ppl i dont know. Im a pretty honest n straight forward person, but like anyone have my many flaws. (I may just be the worst dancer the world has ever seen).
Anywayyyy. 3 rules that i go by in life (if ur still reading!)
1.Treat people how they deserve to be treated
I instinctively show people the exact same amount of respect or disrespect that they show me regardless of who they are. I come from a bakground of extreme hierarchies dominated by judgments and injustices but base my whole personality on the belief that no1 in your life has the right to treat or talk to you in a different way to how they expect you to treat or talk to them, no matter who they are.
2. Have a freakin blast
I’ll never be someone who spends much time or energy worryin about anythin in life that ur gonna lose eventually anyway. Nothin anyone gets out of this world will have any meaning when ur lyin on ur death bed goin over ur life .. but whether u had as much fun as humanly possible will.
3. Screw what people think of you
Always do what you wanna do, how u wanna do it, where you wanna do it, and when u wanna do it. Never hold back. Say what u wanna say and be who you wanna be. People who are willing to judge you so recklessly and superficially are not people worth knowing to start with. Dont let anyone ever influence who you are and what you do. Dont ever give anyone the power to bring you down. Stick to your morals and beliefs no matter what. Dont ever try and be something your not just to live up to what sum1 wants u to be. People will come and go - its your opinion of yourself that will always matter most.