heaven sent, hell's regret. once in another place and time, i had in my life what my soul had search so long to find. and for a reason, Purpose can not understand here again i sit trying to find a friend. there is no day that doesn't go by without a night questioning Why I'm i still wanting something thats hurt most of us so badly that we go though life angry, confused, bitter yet still needing it to feel complete. i don't know just yet what it is that makes me hold on to a feeling thats always done me wrong, but i do. so to try and tell in any amount of words what it is i'm looking for, all i have for an answer is "A LOVE JUST FOR ME"