Since my last relationship I have been quite let down by the guys who have entered my life. I continue to have friends telling me I need to try online dating. They would urge : "Everyone is doing it, you should definitely try it." I would disregard it and continue on only to continue to be disappointed. So on my birthday and with the start of a new year, I figure I will go out on a limb and do something I would not normally do. Hence, me filling out a profile on Match. com. Here's to facing my fears!
I am a very passionate, fun, insightful, witty, classy human being if i don't say so myself. Not to toot my own horn (toot toot!). I am someone who can easily adapt to the situation at hand, I am comfortable in a bar full of testosterone filled men and also in a gown at a gala full of elite individuals. If you get to know me enough, I will tell you some wild stories. I feel as if I live in a movie half the time. Thinking of writing a book to capture some pretty insane experiences I have had.
While I would like to say I'm not "looking" that is not necessarily true or I would not be doing this. I would like to say that I hope the right man finds me, rather than me finding him. Better yet, I hope we find one another. In the plainest terms, I would hope for that man to be a stand up guy who means what he says and acts on it. Words mean nothing without action to back them up. That person would be passionate, charismatic, funny, likes to live on the edge to a certain degree, ppen minded but has his head on straight, and a gentleman who has backbone. It is also pretty crucial that he has sewn his wild oats and the remaining few oats.. well we can sew those together!
There are many relationships I could have entered into just to be in a relationship and to have the 2.5 kids and the white, yellow, or green picket fence, but that is just not my style. I refuse to settle, period. Its not fair to me or to the other person involved.
I need to wake up every day and feel like I am waking up in a dream when I look over at the man next to me, and that means every single morning. I believe with all of my heart that this is possible.
I am ready for a guy who will follow his heart and not let fear win out as it so easily can. I can assure that whoever this man is, he will be treated like a king. I have the world to give and it just takes the right man who is willing and ready to receive it. A fun journey awaits......
