WHERE ARE ALL THE REAL LESBIANS?? just want to have FUN.. with someone...LIVE life with someone.. SHARE my life with someone... MAKE memories with someone.. TRUST someone.. LOVE someone...call someone my WIFE one day....WANT her to accept me for who i am..where i've been in life and where i will go..i dont put stipulations on love..(except gender) i fall for the person you are and if i can eventually trust you then its worth the work it takes to put in to make a relationship successful.. i firmly believe its WORK.. but it without a doubt has the BEST rewards in return for the effort! i want to know what youre like at your darkest..on your darkest days..what makes them that for you and how do you typically react..do you cry...scream..stay in bed all day.. drink the pain away? a relationship is sticking together on THOSE days too.. not just when its rainbows and butterflies ..might not be a question to ask right away but we all have them and i want to love on those days also..music and my dogs are my sanctuary in this crazy thing we call life..my dogs know me better then anyone..i dont trust people that dont like animals...its not normal!!! LA ROUX makes my toes curl..tegan and sara..lily allen..lana del rey...one of my favorite.. dubstep..Xx..skrillex..ellie goulding.. BIRDY..if youve never heard BIRDY look her up..FAN-TASTIC..but i grew up listening to country..barry manilow (named my first dog MANDY)..and christopher cross..quite the contrary..i love it all..the louder the better..but the techno stuff scares my pups so gotta turn it down....i cry watching the X factor..WHO CRIES WATCHING THE X FACTOR??!!?? REALLY? mostly watch independent and foreign films.. I LOVE falling in love..the whole process..the excitement..the rush..the high..more powerful than any drug..and i jump in..head-first..all the way..too fast.. and i'm obviously a slow learner..or insane..so i TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME.. The kind of love i want?? the movie EDIE THEA- THAT'S the way i want to love and to be loved!!! and ....FOR MY WIFE..its a love i've never known but i know it exists!! if you havent had the pleasure of experiencing those films..please do...they changed me..