Is it too much to ask for the real version of a romantic movie scene??? The one where two people are head over heels in love and you cant imagine not being with them.... I am only on here for one more week and so I figured Id put it all out there. Like every human on planet earth everyone wants to feel and be loved. I want the kind of love that I can feel and see, never having to wonder where you stand. The person you cant wait to see or to tell the latest story too. The person that is there for you and with you, God what would it feel like to be able to trust a mans word.
Imagine you wanted to talk or see that person and you picked up the phone without reservations or you showed the person your with that your thinking about them and that they put a smile on your face. How nice would it be to say something silly and not have that person make you feel completely stupid.
Maybe its me and just maybe Ive watched too many romantic comedies but then again I do want these things, what woman doesn't???
My life isn't perfect and neither am I and don't ever pretend to be. Im down to earth and love to laugh, family oriented, Christian woman that wants to have it all together but sometimes doesn't. I try to be the best me that I can be and have made a lot of changes in the past year and just want to move to the next phase in my life.
I would like to fall in love, get married and have kids... should I put that on here probably not especially if your reading this and your a commitment phobe.... which I used to be myself but ive realized that family, friends, and to live my purpose driven life is how I want to live and I would rather have these things then too not and wonder when im old and gray what could have been.
Do I feel a little stupid for putting all this, well yes I do a little bit because saying all this, I don't want to settle just to have someone. I have likes and dislikes and have a vision of how I want my life to be. One day I will have all this but until then I will continue on my journey. I work full time with a great company that I don't always plan on working for, I will finish my bachelors in psychology this year and plan to help children find homes (god willing). Im in the process of buying a house that maybe I will share one day with the special someone that god has patiently waiting.
If any of this makes any sense, feel free to email me. If I don't email you back it was because something you said in your profile was not what I was looking for. To make it easier somethings I am looking for our sense of humor, loving, caring, kind hearted, Christian family man that is on the road to being healthy in all aspects of life. No smoking, drinking heavily, drugs abusers or food driven... not cocky or know it all types that are judgmental and bitter.
