Im wanting a real relationship or to settle down. Iv been.used.an.cheated n.hurt all my life. I want a man thats sweet, caring, honest. I drink a little and smoke occasionally. I have a daughter and i.do want more kids:) i have a brother.thats 22 years old and a little sister thats 6. Iv been abused physically and emotionally. I have depression,suicidal thoughts, mood disorder. I weigh 110 im trying to get to 95 pounds. I have very low self-esteem. Iv been bullied 6th grade until 9th grade then right before second semester i left because of the constant bullying.