Look, I’m on this site because I work hard, I am new to LA, I don’t go clubbing and well my roommate highly suggested getting on this site. So out of spite by proving to him that this is B.S. and out of spite at possibly proving that my judgmental attitude could be wrong (win win either way)…here I am.
If you’re a douche please don’t wink or e-mail me. If you have the slightest “maybe you are or maybe you aren’t but you’re so nice most the time that you probably aren’t”…then yes you are a douche, leave me alone.
I can’t sum myself up on a website, I can hardly articulate that in person. That takes time. But what I will tell you is this:
Everyone puts their best foot forward per se to impress the other person. They end up spending weeks, months or (God forbid) more time together only to find out the other person’s flaws are unbearable and realize the time spent with each other is time they'll never get back. I’ll spare you by stating my flaws. And please spare me and let me know yours. I don’t care what your strengths are; many men have amazing qualities. However, if I can’t deal with your flaws I can’t deal with you and vice versa.
I think too much, I’m too sensitive, I take things personally, I get jealous, I get possessive, I expect too much yet you’ll never know what I expect, I don’t communicate, I don’t wish good things for you if I’m pissed off at you, I’m moody, I like girly stuff, I tell people I’m a simple girl yet according to my brother I’m the antithesis of a simple girl, I don’t shower every single day, sometimes it takes me 10 minutes to get ready other times it may take me 2 hours to get ready and you’ll have to wait and I won’t feel bad as you were warned, I have commitment issues, I get bored easily, I don’t like a lot of affection, I don’t like a lack of affection, if you like me too little I won’t like you, if you like me too much I probably wont like you (unless its some crazy wild connection which probably will end up terribly), I’m judgmental towards superficial people in specific areas, I’m judgmental if you have an ego, and yeah, I’m sure there’s more flaws but I’m over writing them.
With that said, my friends and family love me. I’m loyal and loving and motherly. And yeah, I care too much. I love life and everyday is miracle. :)
What do I want out of you? I have no clue. I know what I don’t want…