Once, I took a personality test. I don't really remember a lot about the test except this; the most common words out of my mouth are "how can I help you?" and it's variants followed by "Are you okay?" This is a true statement. As most of my life has been spent working with people and wanting to help them.
I'm in the middle of getting my life together for real. Got a new (full time!) job I love, so I don't have to work two part-time jobs jobs anymore. Before this year I was either too broke or too busy with school and/or work to have a social life, beyond the circle of friends I made in high school and college.
I'm looking for a relationship with someone who makes me smile, which isn't hard, because I smile, like, ninety-five percent of the time (the other five is spent pretending to be a brooding poet). But I want someone to make me smile in a way that makes my heart thump faster. A smile that puts stars in my eyes.
But also I need someone on my wavelength. Someone who gets that my job is crazy and sometimes I stay over, or even go in early. I need someone who communicates well, that doesn't cancel things on me at the very last second. That makes plans and sticks with them. Someone that understands I don't have limitless time, and when I make time for you it's because I cleaved it out.