My kids is a high priority to me in my life right now. I have a daughter that that does dialysis four times a week..that basically takes up a lot of my time. I have a son too. I love spending time with kids cause that's time I can never get back. But for a while it feels like I'm losing myself. I want a friend...someone to talk to...I would love to go walk in the park...play board games...one of my philosophies is that you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else. With me you see what you get. I am completely at peace with who I am and I'm ready to face the rest of my life with the one that will accept for whom I am.