I'm here to meet someone who wants something spectacular. I am at such a place of contentment in my life. I have great friends, a huge and supportive family, and two kind, sensitive and hilarious kids. I'm having a great time renovating my house and working in the garden. I've been fortunate to have experienced love and am looking forward to having it again. I have spent a lot of energy reviewing my responsibility in the failure of past relationships. I have mourned and cried, worked through anger and guilt and emerged on the other side. I really can't wait to start anew with someone who is ready for the real deal. I'm not totally idealistic though, I want all the parts of a relationship. The messy, sometimes painful, sometimes so sweet it will break your heart experiences of genuine intimacy. So, that said, drop me a line if you think you might be game.