Do you ever desire to wander endlessly looking for nothing in particular? Me neither.
Energy is neither created nor destroyed - that is a deep and sometimes scary truth from a great mind. I bet you can't tell me who said it.
I can only decipher from the experiences and conversations I've shared with others about who I really am. I always see smiles, and like wise I always see the best in most people and situations. The world, the people, and the animals are all an amazingly exciting interaction.
When I am in nature or with people I admire and like to be around I am my true self. Relaxed, unfiltered, honest, and direct I intertwine conversations and make my self vulnerable to the unknown. The unknown is always a fun place though, because if you knew what would happen when you messaged me you'd already be bored and "on to the next one."
Most people appreciate my mind as my greatest asset, but I must assure you it is also my biggest downfall. It can overthink situations and lack attention span for things that bore me. I'm sure that won't be the case with you, though.
So, you - "the lady I am looking for". I truly believe that if I was looking she wouldn't come.