Well never have done this before it is hard to talk about yourself. I love life I think you should take small steps and see where you go. My family is really important to me. I am a hard worker been with the same company for over 20 years. I am very independent I enjoy a gentle men's company because I want to not because I have to. Was raised from the old school honesty work hard treat other people the way you want to be treated and life should be good to you.