... Life doesn't go on forever -- I will share the real me...Are you brave enough to do the same?? In a world where facades of perfection have tragically replaced acceptance of self and, in turn, acceptance of others, I strive and struggle (sometimes) to be healthy inside and out. Relationships are precious and they are all good -- everyone is your teacher for a time. Lately I've been thinking a lot about the ripple effect of a stone in a pond and how one person's pain or joy will inevitably resonate in the lives of those who love the ones that love the ones that they love and so on... Life is perfect, and it will always bring you (and take from you) exactly what you need. There is a subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, so if someone needs to beat down a door for you to feel loved, then we don't belong in each others lives -- I wish to spend the moments of my life on the "upside"- sharing and creating - not scrambling obliviously for what's at the end of an elusive rainbow... If a one in a million honest commitment scares you somewhat, that's understandable -- it scares me a little too -- If it's something you are phobic and frantic about avoiding, then, (thank you) you will be transparent to me -- I am over "hanging out" in never-never land... it was fun for a while, like Disneyland, but as cute and entertaining as the characters are, they weren't "really" my friends..It's ok, I understand that they are stuck there, but in the end the twists and turns and "dummy dust" can leave you upside down... Thanks for reading... I hope it's worth more than a wink..winks are for girls!