The way I am is difficult to explain. I am this very hyper, happy, obnoxious person who can get excited by the simplest of things. No matter what happens, I always try to find a positive in everything. I could dislike somebody greatly and still find a positive quality in them.
My ideal man would be somebody who is humble yet can accept a compliment. Someone who I could be in his arms and feel safe. Someone who I could just relax with and play video games, watch movies with and yet maintain a level of activity. Someone I can share a bond with, and yet not have to totally depend on one another in order to survive. Independence, yet dependence. Living your life only to know that you can fall back to a support you know will be there.
I am passionate about maintaining a balance, but yet I am naive as to how to do this. I keep striving to better my self-balance and will adjust in hopes to help.
I love martial arts. I don't have structure as I am only in this cardio mma class that is mainly doing activities to help build upon strength. All I can say is I know how to choke people out, both blood and air, as well as hold my own. This is why I want to feel physically safe so I know that if the world becomes too hard for me, I can be safe.
So there we are. My unrealistic expectations of a man. Don't you worry, I know no man such as this doesn't exist ;)