I'm not really sure I am looking for an actual relationship. I know I am ready to start dating again and see if that leads somewhere. I love to laugh. I think it is actually theraputic. I am looking for a guy I am physically attracted to but also makes me laugh. I am extremely loyal and believe you do not make promises you don't intend to keep. I am honest and expect the same thing from others. I love my kids, my family, my friends, and my job. All in all I feel I am a pretty lucky person. I am intelligent but naive at times. And often set myself up to teased. But its all good because I am not easily offended and will probably laugh right along with you! I have been in relationships in the past where people have tried to control my every move. That is very uncool and will never happen to me again. I am strong and independent but I have an extremely soft side as well. And I cry at most movies, touching pictures or really sweet Pepsi commercials. LOL I just want to be happy...in the end isn't that what everybody wants and deserves?