I find myself to be quite conflicted in what I like and what I do. I've spent most of my adult life avoiding relationships, focusing instead on work. I relised that I can't continue to grow without the interaction of a personal emotional relationship. More so I find I long for it more than ever. I'm looking for someone I can trust with my fear but that will also choose to face them whit me. Just as important They must be willing to do the same them selves. Short or long I prefer to grow from each relationship, than simply have fun. While I'm not frantic for "miss right" I feel it would be a disservice to relegate anyone to "right now" status.