Something that many people agree on about me, is that when they really get to know me, I am completely different then any first impression they had of me, and totally not what they thought I was like, especially from pictures or a profile like this. I am dedicated to developing every aspect of my life to the highest possible potential, whether it be physically, spiritually, financially, artistically, intellectually, emotionally, or socially. If I read something like that written by someone else, I might think that they are obsessed with themselves, but that is not what I'm trying to communicate. I don't think there is anyone that would deny that they want to live their life to the highest possible potential, but most people would say that they are not currently doing that. If you look at yourself right now, and try to picture what would be different about you, if you were experiencing life as completely as possible, what ever answers you come up with are your mental barriers. I think if someone realizes or accepts that there would be absolutely nothing different about them when they are at their best, then they would stop waiting for something to change and start to appreciate and live their life fully and completely exactly the way it is right now. I am not satisfied with the notion that life is about accumulating as much as possible for myself and family and then just dying. I want to be able to give back much more to the world then what I have received. At the same time I am very relaxed about life, appreciate little things that we are usually too caught up in ourselves to pay attention to and don't really take myself too seriously, It sounds like a paradox when I try to explain myself.
I don't know exactly who or what I am looking for. It's the kind of thing that I will not really know until I meet them. One thing I can say about this is that I want someone who is not satisfied with remaining in their comfort zone throughout life, and is willing to push their own boundaries to really explore this gift of life completely. It doesn't matter what you look like, what you do for work, what you believe. Although I do have to be attracted to you, i can't describe what I'm attracted to, I will just know when I see you. I guess it's really about meeting people and seeing what its like when we are together.