free, no matter how big a slave i am. i don't need to do anything i do. i do it for we want to. strangely messed up in the head (in a good way, if possible.) like i could die tomorrow and it does not make a difference, well one could argue family will miss you. but are we really here, there are so many of us, that we just be, but that is what makes us free. but free is real, and real, is a mothereffer. so just stay afloat, in this sea of experiences. but like any experienced seafarer would say you need two, to make some progress. for i don't need anything, but i want it.