I am at that time in my life where I know that I should have a lot more going on then I do. I should be associating with a person that I am in love with. I know I might have to do some looking for this. I am willing to put the effort in now. I didn't like to put effort in before like this because I thought life would bring me who I'm meant to be with. I am realizing that is not true and that was a myth. There are a lot of ignorant MF's out there and if you are one stay away from me. If you are a kind, generous, right in the head and self motivated, individual, then sweetheart start motivating and talk to me.