Life tends to draw us in many directions and doors can open and they alas can close. Through my journey I have found true happiness in the small things - the smile and laughter of my son, a kind gesture from a stranger in an elevator, Christmas eve with the family, and winning at Risk by "." The sublime is within reach if your eyes are open to it. I want my partner to be my best buddy, my lover and able to kick my when I'm being short sighted.
I've found perfection in my many flaws but someday I'll figure it all out but for now I'm comfy in my own skin.
Good luck in your search