I'm a great guy who was just wasn't able to connect with the right woman at the right time. Looking back there were 2 times when the right girl hit on me but I was too shy and unaware of it at the time. I wanted them but I thought it would spoil the friendship we already had or that I would be rejected. I guess in hindsight I just should've went for it and let the chips fall where they would. Today I'm still the same but I think that if faced with the same feeling and question I'd go for it. I do want a sexy feminine beautiful woman who will arouse me and make me hot for them. But not a flirt or a teaser with others. A woman of respect and integrity and love for our special relationship. I want to marry and be happy with a woman who is special and knows it and knows that I know too. Not someone who will break my heart cause I surely will not break hers.
