Hi :)
So, tell me about yourself.. Do you get out into the clear open air often? What are you thinking about right now? What do you dream about, when you close your eyes? What makes your heart feel light? I'd love to know what makes you smile :)
It's a little embarrassing to talk about myself :) but I guess it's fair.
I'm exploring ways to take control of my life, to let go of all the things that keep me hemmed in. To understand the things that get under my skin, the things that cause me to fear. That empowers me to live well, with my fears and perhaps one day let them go all together. Who knows?! :) One thing I can tell you, is that I'm not looking to be perfect, just to try my best. That thought, even now when I repeat it, causes a wave of euphoria to roll over me. Dopamine perhaps? Did you know that dopamine is a chemical that kind of makes us feel happy, our brain creates it when we are feeling happy. Like any part of our body, it needs to be exercised regularly, or else it will shrivel and those receptors may eventually die off. Happiness will not be so much a part of your life. So :) in order to prevent that, it is important to exercise being happy, to smile, to laugh, regularly. Doing things that you find fun, especially ones that involve physical exercise (while wearing a monkey suit) are especially useful for exercising your neurotransmitters. Or so I've read :)
What am I looking for? Someone with a mastery of rhetoric perhaps, a raconteur? Someone who likes to laugh at themselves and to laugh at life?
Hmmmmm....
A rare and beautiful bird, hard to get close enough to catch a glimpse of, let alone close enough to touch. Maybe one day you can tell me where it is that you fly and what it is that you see.
