Going off the radar for a while gentleman, I may or may not be back :/
I would love to just say, "SCREW IT, LET'S HAVE A GOOD TIME!" But in all reality I have a son and that means the most to me, so brace yourself for the following lol I've narrowed it down to serious business. If you manage to make it to the bottom of the page and haven't labeled me as a crazy pants I would love to chest bump your victory and proceed to a celebration of awesome brownies while possibly watching polar bears duke it out, buuuuuttt, let's be honest.....I don't have the luxury of that kind of time on my hands so, I'd say a mental "Air Five" would be sufficient :D ...maybe a chat that leads to a date, who knows!
Just to put this out there, it's not like I'm planning on getting married tomorrow or next month or even next year because i don't know what the future holds. So yes that is a long term goal/dream/wish of mine but I know it'll happen when the time is right. So basically this is why I am here...to date! And hopefully see if someone eventually has the potential for a long term relationship/marriage. Not only do I want to enjoy life but I want to enjoy the person in mine as well.
With that said, being a single mom is the toughest job but i wouldn't change it for the world! He's my little tank! I am the whitest Mexican and Italian you'll ever meet :P I'm a country girl at heart. I dream of a nice home with spacious land and intense greenery followed by every season. Horses and dogs seem like a must along with the luxury of a dirt track and a few toys here and there for the family. I fell in love with Tennessee and Kentucky while I was there (think what you will, it was beautiful and fun and I loved it!) I imagine a fairly routine life with lots of spontaneity thrown in. I love to laugh, smile and spread my sarcastic humor.
As for my future, I am working toward a degree in Veterinary Technology. I will be specializing in large animals (livestock and equine.) I love the animals and i love the lifestyle. It's great to be able to use my body as well as my mind while working. Smarts are good but sweat gets the job done lmao ;)
I am looking for what I am afraid doesn't exist. A man who I can give my all to that will actually return my love. Someone who understands the reality of a healthy relationship. Communication, honesty, dedication, appropriate affection, knowing what he wants and deserves while being able to follow through and deliver what his lover needs and desires. A man that can compliment my LOUD personality. Someone who can be understanding of the things i have endured in my past and be able to prove himself to any extent needed for either of our concerns. I'm looking for a man that can make me feel wanted, appreciated and loved. I guess a cowboy/masculine/outdoorsy type male comes to mind. The kind that wouldn't mind coming home to a cooked meal after a long days work ;) I picture a man that not only adores me, but one that adores my son. One who would show him the ropes per say. Teach him how to be a man emotionally and physically (not that i wouldn't be, but there's a difference when it comes to "Dads.") Heading outside to get dirty, build things, work on cars. I guess stereotypical guy stuff haha!
When it comes to the man in my life I want to be able to spoil him in every way possible as long as it's healthy lol. I have an incredible amount of love to give in every aspect....I just need that one who is just as eager to give it back. Though, I have experienced things in my life that have made me extremely cautious when it comes to "Loving Someone" so I pray that the man I hope to find can understand how important it is to me to take time and get to know one another and communicate on all levels.