SWF looking for a fun, loving, outgoing guy who knows how to love, laugh and to be able to be silly all at the same time. And then still be laughing 20 minutes later because it was so silly and dumb, but made you smile anyway!! I have been single for 2 years, by choice, my husband passed away at age 39 in a house fire. Im looking to move on and see whats out there in the world. People keep asking me why haven't I started to date, I really have no answer, except its hard to meet a good guy who loves me for me, likes who I am, not something they need me to be in the future. I am who I am and I don't change for anyone. However, after losing my husband and realizing how much better of a wife I could have and should have been, well that just makes me stronger and eager to see if I can honestly be happy again? I uses to have lots of hobbies and lots of things I loved doing, but I haven't been able to do all that and I would love to start 4 wheel riding, horse back riding, shooting guns, playing cards. But I want a partner to do all this with, I'm still 39 and I have a lot of life to live and I want to start doing that NOW!!!!