My grandparents were married for sixty years & died within 3 months of each other... they were my role models of what a marriage should be & when my marriage failed I felt as though I disappointed their ideals... It hurt me in ways that nobody would understand because I failed to achieve that.
I am more inclined to put others before myself in almost every circumstance... It is not in my nature to be selfish & on the rare occasion that I am, I feel guilty for doing so. This is not always a healthy attribute.
I have faith in a lot of things that would take forever to explain...
Drop me a line, we'll see!!