I never really thought it would be hard to talk about myself, but i find i am uneasy about it. My friends and family laugh at me when i say i have a hard time speaking about myself, apparently its hard to believe with my " outgoing personality" as they tell me! I can tell you I am a very hardworking mother. My first real job is a mother of three very beautiful girls, who are outgoing and keep me very busy! That is the best part of me. I am a nurse, and i love my job. I am very busy and i find it hard to meet people sometimes. My sister has told me for awhile to try this online dating and see where it leads..... so i guess ill get to the point! I am not looking for games of any sort, i have no time and with this next chapter in my life i am looking to be happy and to find someone looking for the same things as i am and settle down. I am a outgoing, fun loving person. I have a huge heart, and lots of love to share. I dont know why it is hard to find true love in the world we live in, but i am a hopeful its there. It feels ive lived a hard life, even though i am 32. It feels i have been in this shell of kids and work, and even though i love both of these i need that someone to put that smile on my face and share the rest of this journey with me.