I can't believe I'm even doing this. I've tried online dating before, and I hated it. I really should just go to bed.
Why don't I like online dating? It's frustrating! Maybe I'm just too idealistic. Maybe its because I don't like rejecting people. Maybe I just don't like being in a situation where I need to evaluate everyone I meet. I mean, in the real world, if I'm not interested in a person I meet, the issue usually just doesn't come up. On a site like this, everyone I see I have to think, "Do I like him?"
It's not just that it's online. I haven't done much dating in my life period. I just only want to date people I'm genuinely interested in. Is that weird? Besides, I have other goals in life, and part of me wants to pursue them first before tying myself down in a relationship. I can't help thinking, though, that if the right person came along, those other things might not matter as much.
So, who do I like? Well, I kind of need someone who is on the same page as I am, on at least a spiritual level. I'm a born-again Christian, and that is the prevailing attribute of my life. I speak in tongues, and I believe that God wants everyone to be healthy and well-provided for.
If I didn't scare you off with that, I will add that I'm looking for someone who is comparable to me in intelligence level. I think that has to exist for a good relationship. Also, I have to be honest, attractiveness is important to me. Maybe the attractiveness level I seek is out of my league, but I can't make myself settle for less, so what can I do?